A Momentary Lapse

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Relocating

Hey everyone who's been visiting. I might post here occasionally but I'm relocating for a few reasons

#1 Starting a new life (sort of)

#2 Bored

#3 A blog with a network could help

So I'm currently @ zabblicious.tumblr.com

Yeah that's right guys. Visit me! :)

Also follow me on twitter @ZABBLES

or on facebook.

Love you all!

So long, farewell, Auf wiedershen goodbye...

Goodbye!

P.S. This blog is here for memory's sake. <3

eliZABeth 11:29 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2010

An Engagement

So, it looks like the last time I posted here, I was...single? haha.
My bad. I think its time for a change of scenery for a new "life".
I have so many things to do now its not funny.
Wedding planning here I come!

So the decision to migrate is a difficult one because html is difficult for someone who hasn't done it in 3 years.
And transitions, habit and all that.

But here's to married life and good bye singlehood cos

I'm in Paris with you.

Love,
ZAB

The End

eliZABeth 9:27 AM

Sunday, March 28, 2010

This just feels crazy.
Tell me if it is.

I want this all to be simple.
I walk away from things because I don't want to hurt people and I don't want to get hurt.
I want to know everything going on in the life of someone I care about, especially if I'm going out with that someone.
I want to spend every waking moment learning about him and spending time with him but I can't cos school keeps piling us with an unavoidable evil of homework or failure.

I'm just trying so hard to balance all of this but its not really working.
Travelling takes too much time without a car and I can't get where I need to when I want to.
This is completely stupid.
I guess I'll have to get used to late nights the next few days.
And also pretty emotional when I lack sleep but I guess I have to do it if I want to get stuff done.

Please God, help me get it done or I'll be screwed for all eternity.
I don't care if its crap work, I just need it to make sense in my head. That is all I need.

And help me guard my heart more.
Its too tender to toy with.
I cry easily.
Such a whimp.
Wuss.
Pussy.

I fail.

eliZABeth 11:20 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010

I love 2010!

Great location for a wedding in rotorua! *hint hint*

Parachute! Our first real date + Underoath + Switchfoot!

US. <3

The awesomeness that is Paramore.

This is why 2010 rox muh sox.

Scotty Dawg <3

Paramore <3>

And I thought Jadyn's a pretty cool name for a girl.

I think.

And he can name the boy, just not Xerces.

I love 2010.

eliZABeth 11:14 PM

Thursday, February 04, 2010

Parents.

I wonder what's going on with my mother sometimes.
She keeps telling me I shouldn't get too serious in a relationship.
And its not like I don't know that in every relationship there'll be the honeymoon period.
I've been through it before and I understand what I want.

I've seen people and I also know who I want to be with.
In her experience, she stuck with the first person that came her way and there were other people but she turned them down.
I've had my share of people and its been great but I know that my man wouldn't hurt me.
The only thing that could happen that would make things go wrong is if I screw things up cos I'm good like that.
That's why I have Winnie.

I'm afraid of myself.
I do know that I'm in love. Crazily in love.
It feels surreal.

Brain break.

eliZABeth 3:54 PM

Hit The Ground

"...and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff. And in the free fall I will realise I'm better off when I hit the bottom."

Basically, I've the the bottom and got back up pretty quickly for the first time in my life and things have been absolutely amazing.
My brain needs to stop comparing people, although the comparisons get better and better everytime.
Makes me feel lucky to have Scott.

My brain is just mush now. I didn't even go to the church to terrorise the nice people with my piano playing.
I miss Scotty.
>.<
Can't believe how amazing its been.
He's cute (in a metal kind of way. haha), romantic, gentle, loves God, has great taste in music, supports me in my music, loves movies AND he cooks.
Although he's still gotta cook me a mean feed. haha
I'm waiting.
Thats not the end but they're the main important points.

OHOH. And he loves me. >.< *melts*

It just feels like I've got nothing to offer.
I cook but its more of a "food you eat to survive" standard.
Or at least I think so.

Have I mentioned how much I love his family?
His parents haven't asked me like a million questions like my mom would so thats a bonus.
His sister and brother are the funniest people alive.
And...hahah. I have lost all knowledge of the english language.
spdckl aslcijaelkmf zxoxijflk
Take that aliens!

K. Going to rest my brain now.
Be back when I feel like it.
I love my man. :)

eliZABeth 2:09 PM

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Parachute 2010

Parachute 2010 was amazing.
I met the loveliest people there and I was with people I love.

There was Switchfoot and Underoath on Saturday, Leeland and Late 80s Mercedes and Eshalon on Sunday.
The rest of the time was a lot fellowshipping which was just so good.

Switchfoot came on with Meant to Live and had a whole bunch of amazing songs but I have to say, it ended so well.
Dare You to Move spoke straight to me and it was hard to hold back tears.

Then there was Underoath.
It was just a really good performance.

Sunday was interesting cos it was a line up of worship bands like Parachute Band,Hillsong United and Leeland.
It was amazing how even through pain, I could worship like I did.
Haven't felt like that in a long time.
The whole hype of camps and stuff has significantly died down but this fire is consistent and I'm loving it.

Relationships build and break but through all of this, I found new relationships that I know I will grow to love a lot more.
Kudos to Sarah J and Aaron for taking me places :)
Thanks Scott for an awesome weekend. I can't think of anyone better to be with.
Dave, I can see why Scott loves you. You can't steal him away from me! hahaha.
The Glass family, is awesome. Can't wait to get to know everyone more.
Erin and everyone at the best place to hang at, you're all so lovely. Thanks for letting me sleep amongst amazingness. Whoosh.

See, Parachute 2010, my first Parachute - UH-MAZE-ING.

Photos when I upload on a real computer.

eliZABeth 9:15 PM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Understanding myself

Don't know why I have to be so honest sometimes. lol.
So, this is me:
1) Clingy - to people I like (and not like like. just like.)
2) Emotionally reliant - used to be worse but its turned into more of a "I need a friend" moment.
3) Psychotically obsessed - I don't stalk physically. But I can be the most annoying being on the planet. I try not to.

It really blows (not my mind) to fight things like that but I guess its neccessary to the people around you.
This is where the confusion lies. Do you make a move or don't you?
If you had the opportunity to get the girl/guy you want or just to satisfy something physical/emotional, pretty sure you would want to take it.
BUT then again, it might just be a mistake.

How do you refrain? Tie yourself down to a chair?
Grr. It's tiring. But I guess, afterall, it is pretty much neccessary.
So just do it. For the sake of the people around you.

End of Lesson 1.

Here's something else.
If you have a problem with your mouth, seek help.
You don't want to lose a friendship by saying something to the whole world, then not communicating with someone for ages for some probable reason like you felt bad about it.
That's just a bad decision on your part not to work at a friendship.
I've done that. Many times. Not doing it again.
Cos it makes me an asshole.
It'll make you one too.

End of Lesson 2.

Honesty is the best policy - just like real estate.
I'm bored but I'm tired thanks to arse cakes like the above.
Here is me, giving up on that friendship cos you can't deal with your pride.
Asshole.

eliZABeth 1:31 PM